Break in Journal

On my CaringBridge site, there is a break in my journal at this point as I jump ahead to July 8, 2010.  I plan to fill in these months.  I have all my original notes- written in notebooks, on the backs of envelopes, on post-it notes and such.  During that time, part of me was lost in my thoughts and part of me wanted to spare you from the crushing heaviness of worry and fear...though in my heart I knew you would have willingly rushed forward, claimed a piece of this burden and held it up, sharing it, making it lighter... and in my heart, that's what you did.