F***! Now what?

The damn "red devil"  aka Doxorubicin (or the lipid-based form called Doxil that I am currently on) can damage your heart, so a person can only get a certain amount in a lifetime.  Today at my appointment, Dr. Laudi informed me he did the calculations and I have now reached my maximum dose and today I got my last dose ever of Doxil. Dr. Laudi has has sent my chart to Mayo to see if he can get me on a Clinical Trial. That's the latest cancer plan. Most of my appointment was spent talking about our summers, my kids and Dr. Laudi's trip back to Malta with his wife and children.